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我の飘忽 * Region @ UK^^做人要低调... April 10 Easter Break [ZT] 就这样又开始放假了。(其实已经放了一周多了。) 我最近实在是没什么心情静下心来写东西。想东西。所以随便写点敷衍了事好了。
关键词 撒谎。
昨天做了件让我蛮后悔的事的。觉得自己处理的真不是很恰当。其实就一个问题。你觉得该撒谎的时候撒谎 （或者美其名曰’修饰‘）是对的么? （我觉得我自己的这种问法就已经表明了我自己的想法了。哈。）郁闷的是。在事情发生的时候，你并不知道撒谎或者说说实话会给你带来什么结果。你怎么选择 呢? 道义的驱使直接让我说了实话，结果就搞得我很尴尬很后悔。大家都不高兴。于是我就想，如果当初选择撒谎或者说隐瞒。这样的结果就不会发生了。然后呢? 谁又会知道如果不说实话又会不会有更大更严重的后果等着你呢? 让我想起了那句话 ’ There are always consequences! ' 呵呵。非常苦恼的说。一句话。做人真是一门学问。一门高深的。课堂里学不到的。却又是你这辈子最该学的学问。哎。
关键词 工作。
RR没有回应。YINI office的人解释说所有的公司都没有回应。都在推迟决定的时间。原因就是现在的经济气候不好。 很多公司都决定今年不收学生了。直接导致今年找到工作的压力增大。于是。我在这个时候做了一个让我进退维谷的决定。3月31号是6，7月份回国特价机票的 截止日期。这是我30号的时候知道的。于是，我花了一天的时间。决定我这个暑假回国。然后就在第二天。当我打电话给yini的时候问他们我会不会错过什 么。我听到的这句话让我霎时间很有一种被作出草率决定的惩罚的感觉。她说你是不是在告诉我们你不能参加7月份的面试了。其实我根本没想到到那个时候还会有 面试机会。然后她解释说今年有点例外。很多机会可能都会很迟才出现。于是。我不说话了。 塞翁失马。焉知非福。 其实如果过几个星期RR要是收下我的话。一切都迎刃而解。反之。呵呵。我也不知道该做什么好了。 我周二的时候去了另外一家大公司去面试。GKN automotive. 对公司的整体感觉觉得没有RR的那么一流。还是觉得很不错。GKN主要应该就是设计制造生产各种的零部件吧。像很多的汽车品牌什么Ford Toyota等等。都会有用到这个公司的部件。感觉还蛮有趣的。不过我对Telford那个地方没什么好感。呵呵。随便吧。 我现在很大一部分时间都花在了Parttime上了。其实我都不知道这是为什么。可能就算我不去工作也会呆在家里浪费时间吧。只是觉得赚钱真是不容易啊。 自己现在挣的是零花钱当然舒服啦。挣到什么就是自己花的。想想以后要是要交各种费用。吃住。税。保险.... 生存不是不可能。想轻松的生存下来。就是不可能！ MD,RMB的币值一个劲的往上涨。现在那英镑换RMB根本换不出几个钱。真过分！！
关键词 毕业。
殊不知，从我下学期开学开始算起。也就是4月20号开始算起。一共就剩下5个星期的高中生涯了。时间过得真快呢。呵呵。想想我高中毕业也不代表着我踏入大 学的门槛。想想也白搭。哈哈。5月22号开始Half term 然后就是Study leave 洋洋洒洒一个月。回来考几次试。6月23号就考完了。然后过几天我就回国了。哦。呵呵。感觉我的现在的生活。呵呵。可喜。可悲。 我感觉我这段时间就像高考完了一样。回中国5周玩爽了。回英国的第一周才出成绩。呵呵。但显然我这个高考伪的太严重了。根本不值得提。虽然我还是有很想考好的冲动。但我估计自己已经没什么很大的压力和动力了。呵呵。多看点书积累点词汇才是正道啊。哎。
关键词 生日。
今天在这里留一笔其实有点这个的意思。
明天我就19岁了。
明天我工作10个小时。
嗯。算庆祝生日吧。哈。
我写累了。今天晚上又要去上班了。不过是轻松的那份工啊。哈哈。
祝各位好运啊。生日快乐的话我心领了。不用专门在这里留言了。呵呵。 January 31 无题 有两种人。一种在各大网站到处开博客，从来不写文章，号称是只开博不更新。到处浏览别人的博客，到处留言，却从来不静下心来好好写些文字。
另一种常年坚守阵地，出来的文章一篇比一篇有味道，页面上的背景一天比一天有感觉。就像是心情调色盘一样。
很明显。我是前者。
考试考完了。我觉得现在并不适合评价自己考得怎么样。人品守恒呗。这科好来那科差，那科满分这科挂。反正糊弄大学呗。想我到8月份筹到三个A就万事大吉了。我这种无赖拿到名牌大学的offer简直就是浪费这个社会有限的资源。无理的掠走了那些刻苦学习的好学生的那些个珍贵的机会。小时候老师说。好大学的学位总是会留给那些天资聪颖学习勤奋的孩子。后来我发现。在这之前。学位更是留给那些家里有钱有权有势的同学。聪明用功的穷孩子往往排在这些人后边。现在。我的理解再一次得到了完善。还有那么一种人。闭着眼睛靠运气靠机遇逮着了死耗子。---于是。我拿到了英国某名牌大学的offer。我偷笑啦。
不过话说回来。要是想想若干年后要是别人问起我来怎么考上这大学的。可不能这么说。为了鼓励孩子的远大志向。保护幼小天真的心灵。端正积极的学习态度。鞭策着难得的刻苦精神。我要说。好大学的学位总是会留给那些天资聪颖学习勤奋的孩子。你要好好学习。天天向上。就像毛主席说的那样。
车。
一想起我的车就想起一大堆事情没做。挡风玻璃上有个小缺口。可能是飞溅起来的小石子打到的。电池要换了。（我说之前那个人是不是从来不管这些东西的）然后还要弄清楚我的车险到底包括了什么东西。要是在外边车坏了打什么电话找人来接我。哎。事多啊。开车时舒服。养车。呵呵。慢慢来吧。不急不急。
球。
我这种终于第一次碰到了N久没碰过的球。我从来不知道我的镇上有一支我也不知道是几流的篮球队。多亏有互联网让我在网上找着了他们。上周二去了次训练。反正三块钱一次。人人都可以去玩。我也就每周去活动活动呗。比赛是不能打的了。我也没注册到这支队里。反正有的玩就好。不过这么久没活动。搞得我腰酸背疼腿抽筋。哎。下个楼梯都要一瘸一瘸的。哎。我离更年期不远了。
我文章永远写不长。就是我坚持不下来的缘故。 November 13 Half term Work experienceSorry mates. I know I m late. I haven't been updating this for ages. Do apologise! hmmm work shit! don't wanna mention it. Even though I m getting quite well with it, but it's still shit anyway. well I d like to talk a bit about my half-term week which was a week ago. (know it's a bit late.) hmm, generally, I worked over my half-term. 9 to 5 everyday, for my work experience, and still maintain the hotel job on the weekend. technically it wasn't a holiday at all. Sorry that's gone a bit too far. Back to my work experience. Well I was working with a local engineering company, called Advanced Defense Materials Ltd, (decent name, small company) in Rugby where my school is. It was purely practical work however very impressive and exciting. Basically the company works for the British government and was involved in the defense industries. My work was assisting my supervisor, an university student taking a year out in industry, to make 20 500mm*500mm tile packs for bullet testing. (btw, the company was specialised in ballistics, bullet-proof, bullet testing etc.) so basically that week I actually experienced making bullet proof tile packs and it was absolutely brilliant. Anyway, I had a great time. Well, as you can see on my status. I had my Maths challenge and physics Olympiad this week. The Maths challenge was harder than last year, but I think it went all right. I ll get another gold. However, the physics one was a complete disaster. well, i ran out of time, did the harder questions.(because you can choose 3 to do from 7 questions) and I think I failed miserably. well I ll get away from it then. Whatever!. Wednesday, I went to Bath for an admission open day and interview. but then I found out they lied to us. when everybody was expecting an interview, they just went like, you people we invited are the ones we intend to make you offer. So essentially that day was just about campus tour, lab tour, presentations about the course, placement year, etc. it was sooo boring. well it's kind of quite easy to see why. The course entrance standard grades was AAA. so it's not hard to understand that a large proportion of people who apply to the course would actually go for Oxbridge or other top unis. Considering Bath is not one of the top-10s, regardless the excellent course, they do use this disgraceful trick, saying you had an interview, to get you to visit their university, trying to impress you with the facilities and course structure, hoping the case that if you failed your first choice you would actually consider Bath. NOOO!!!!. Bath actually was one of my last option. (for god sake!!) and I just wasted like 45 quid to go there. had a day off school and a university tour. oh man. that d be 10 hours work at hotel!! just quickly mention a bit, I m going to Imperial Wednesday week, and it would be proper interviews. bless me. Actually can't remember what I was going to say. anyway. off to bed now. tired. sorry about any silly English mistakes. I m not a expert and I m a Chinese. Cheers. xx October 12 哈, 在全世界都放一样的文章..偷懒啊.
I've decided to use English to write this one. Okay, first of all, congratulations to myself that I got the job at the hotel eventually, althought they pay me bloody minimum wage, but it's good, near where I live so I don't have to walk too far away. Obviously I'm a typical lazy boy, never could be arsed to walk any further than 1 mile around, which makes me couldn't work in town. lol. Let's talk a bit about my work. Yes, I work in a hotel. No, I m not a porter. Yes, I serve people. No, I m not a prostitute. Yes, It's a part time job, and I work approximately 20h each week. No, they are paying minimum wage. I don't get much money. Yes, I m going to work for them for quite a while. No, I will not work for them for living. Yes, It's good for me, to a certain extent, but I can definitely draw something from it. No, It's very hard work. I have always been shattered. Anyway. I m being a waiter in the restaurant of the Barcelo Hotel. it's just started. So please don't ask me any questions because I wouldn't know the answers myself. Well, So far, I have sent off all my university applications, including the Cambridge SAQ. I have confirmed the options on UCAS, and now, I d be just 'good good study, day day up.' lol, and wait for further invitations.(GRRRr.. my interviewsss.) Can't do any more to be honest. Probably do some extra reading and get myself 'armed'. Meanwhile, I m doing my CV for YINI, my gap year scheme, which hopefully would help me to get a job during my gap year. Argh, I ve got to say, It is so so so hard to produce good English essays. I know it takes time, but Jesus, I don't have much time. and What the hell am I going to do with it. HELP!!!. I ve just realised I could put my personal statement on here someday later. Honestly, It's been corrected with very good language. It's impressive, very well worded and structured, full of passion and enthusiasm, absolutely excellent work. I can tell you the truth, I didn't really write it myself, I ve been helped all the time, from overall ideas to little grammatical problems. I am so indebted that my school, my teachers, my friends, Colin, Alan. etc have helped me so much. Seriously, if I eventually got an offer, they could ve taken half of the credits because of all these help. I actually felt I was so so so lucky. Thanks again. Thank you very much. well I think I ll share it later, because the application hasn't finished yet so I m not sure what would ve happened if I put it on here. so.. Argh, I got to work tomorrow night. One of my teacher had an accident of some sort few days ago, so I doubt I would have proper lessons tomorrow. so I d waste another day. Rubbish. I need to catch up a bit physics. I ve been confused by all those waves.. ERMMM.. May the force be with us!!! |
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